Two down, three more exams to go. Argh.

My head hurts... Its been hurting for some time already, i don't know if its because its been so long since i studied so hard. My brain cells cannot function properly. Or maybe i am sprouting some brain tumor. Sigh. These headaches are making me cranky. Boo.. So forgive me if i get irritated with you.

Maths would be approximately 8 hours from now. I seriously HATE maths. Freaking irritating. I don't get the freaking concepts, and i find it freaking hard to remember all the different formulas. ARGH. Had a 5 hour tutorial today (yesterday technically) on freaking maths. 5 freaking hours, and i still end up back at square one.

I mean what the hell. I did so many sums, so why is it that the methods cannot stay put in my freaking head?! 3 topics. The freaking test is just an hour long, and they test us on three topics. Topic 1 is do-able, since it's on mean, mode, median and stuff. Did before so i think i can manage. However, topic 2 and 3 are killers. I mean seriously!

Topic 2 is probability, you might think, hey! its just probability. But heck, the lecturers don't allow us to use our secondary school methods, and want us to use the new 'tertiary' methods. But hey! How are we supposed to use the new method if we don't freaking understand it??? And topic 3, seriously, WTF.

What the hell is Central Limit Theorem?? Why the hell do we need to learn Confidence intervals and shit like that?! Freaking headache inducing much? T_T I can't wait for the exams to be over, seriously, i feel as though my brain is getting squeezed empty of information space already! The constant throbbing ain't helping either.

I know, i know, since i am complaining so much, why the hell ain't i studying? Argh, my head hurts and i am getting damn pissed off at my working. I can't seem to get the correct freaking answers! 5 hours of my life was wasted on a stupid subject i can't seem to comprehend even after many tries. God damn it...

I wish the exams would end quickly... Three more exams, two more days of mugging. Hell. I wish i could go for Seoul'd Out and just enjoy the sweet beautiful music. This would be TWICE i missed Kpop concerts in Singapore. TWICE. The last time i missed a kpop concert was last year, i had a FREE ticket. 2PM was there, with ALL the members. All 7. And i could not go because of stupid exams AGAIN. I missed the chance of watching all 7 members together.

I want to go and sleep... But i highly doubt i would... Seeing how i haven't even finished a single paper for maths... Shit.

Wedding Dress by Taeyang is freaking sad... I hate the ending... Its a really nice song, but i hate the lyrics. I prefer happy endings...

Having a bad headache now... No idea why either.. Argh... Must have been because of this afternoon when i was watching my brother play gta. =[ It must have gotten worse after needing to read those articles for the stupid csas test.

Damn, the articles' fonts were like size 8. And we were given pages full of them, no double spacing ( i wish). Argh... And reading those tiny words for an hour and a half sure did me no good. My neck and head hurt right after the test was over. Crapiness.

Just finished doing to practice papers for Bmic. Hmm, i could answer most of the questions. I just hope tomorrow's paper would be just as fine. A lot of the questions were give-aways. Like the drawing of the microorganisms, and the different parts used for motility. Plus there was one question in the practice paper that was 'List two infections/diseases caused by any class of microorganism.'. A freaking give-away question. Oh how i wish it would come out again! =D

I re-watched 2PM's 10 out of 10. Haha! Freaking funny!!! xD Junsu was so cute! xD He was so dorky in the MV. Hahas, and i never knew Yoobin was a cameo in the MV. Hahas.

Shit. Junsu is freaking cute! x] I can't stop looking at him. Hahas. I'm so sorry Teukie!!! Its just a phase, which would be over soon (I hope)! Somehow, Junsu is like cooler as in, more stoic version of Teukie. Especially in Heartbeat, Junsu looks freaking handsome with all his I don't give a damn about anything anymore looks. =D

But when he smiles, he is so good-looking. I tell you, i have something for nice smiles. Seriously. xD Teukie has a captivating smile and now Junsu has such a enticing smile.






See what i MEAN?!!! ARGH.

My stupid second sister. She was like 'I'm going to tell Leeteuk. Fickle. I am going to tell Leeteuk!'. Hmph. As if she isn't being fickle when she is seeing Hwang Taekyung behind Wheesung's back. xD

Yes, i believe the Poon sisters are all too imaginative and have their heads way too high in the sky to have a firm hold of reality. Hahas x]

I AM GOING TO TELL WHEESUNG TOO! FICKLE!!!! xDD

4 more days to the 'Limin's House Stay'. Which means the end of exams! 5 more days to Seoul'd Out... T_T I won't be able to see the FT Island boys nor will i get to see BEG. Sigh... This is so saddening.

Ever heard the Red Light Mix for Heartbeat? It is nice, sounds rather acoustic-like. But it isn't. I don't really know how to describe it, but yeah. Go search for it or something if you have the time. The songs i introduce are nice okays. x]

Time to head off and study again. Need to memorize the nutrition for the various microorganism and the physical conditions that are most suitable for the different microorganisms. Plus, i still need to clarify my doubts on the Carbon Cycle and the Nitrogen Cycle. I still have no idea what the two cycles are about. Bleh.

Crap. I just remembered, tomorrow is gonna be a very long day in school... T_T Right after the exams is Ms Chew's remedial for Maths... 10am-6pm. ARGH. I hate being weak in maths... It makes me incapable of enjoying a little free time off. Bugger.

Okays i had enough break time already. Time to return to the books (or should i said papers?). Hahas. See ya people! It seems, that even though its the exam period, i blog every night! Hehes, i need a break now and then too right? =D

Bye bye!









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Its time, oh my.

Its getting so damn late, i hate it how i never feel the urgency of things until its too late.. In a matter of hours, i would be sitting in the lecture theater, forced to open my script and write. Exams, oh exams, who was the damn fool who invented exams?

Crap, i need to go off and bathe... The familiar feeling of an upset stomach full of butterflies is back. Argh.

Park Jaebeom, Kim Junsu,
Nickhun, Ok Taecyeon,
Jang Wooyoung, Lee Junho
Hwang Chansung, 2PM!

Weird dream yesterday (since its past 12) morning. Very weird.. I don't remember the whole exact dream, but i do remember seeing my eldest sister and Junsu. Hmm...

Exams start on monday, and guess what? I just started studying only. Just. Like an hour ago or something... I am so dead. Do you know how to spell dead? It is spelled as J-O-E-Y.

Spent the entire morning out shopping with my mum and second sister. We were shopping for water-resistant boots, as my eldest sister said that it was gonna be rather wet in Europe and sneakers or sport shoes were all gonna get drenched easily. My mum and i got our boots today, they look alright, but i find them a little pricey. Might be because, i would rather spend the money on Super Junior merchandise...

Like the Super Show 2 CD!!! I wanna get it!! 27 SGD! Damn cheap, and the pre-order ends on the 10th. But i won't be able to meet Weier to pass her money if i order from her now.. Exams are next week, i can't possibly go all the way to clementi to pay her 27 bucks right? Even if i really wanted to, my guilt would not let me rest if i did.

5 papers. I really hope they would pass real quick! Each paper except for CSAS is only an hour each. Therefore, as soon as i finish the paper, i can rush straight home or to the SAR (most likely) to study. Except for Tuesday i guess, since i would be most likely having extra remedial lessons from my CP to help us in Maths&Stats 2.

Monday - CSAS 2 4pm-6pm
Tuesday - BMic 9am-10am
Wednesday - MSt 2 9am-10am
Thursday - HPI 9am-10am
Friday - CellB 9am-10am
Saturday - Seouled Out!!!

I wanna go for Seouled Out!!! T_T But nobody wants to go with me... Hmph... Gelly keeps ignoring my messages both sms and msn... Gboo backed out last minute, and Sujan finds it a waste since she likes only BEG. The others are just not into Kpop.. Bugger. Hongki!!! Jonghoon!!! Minhwan!!! Jaejin!!! Seunghyun!!! I won't be able to see the FT Island boys...

Haiz... Need to go and sleep already.. A long day of studying (hopefully) tomorrow. I need to rush Bmic and HPI. I shall leave the rest on others days. =[

See ya.

Back again today. I know i should be studying, but the internet is screwing up, and i can't view my online e-lectures. Freaking frustrating... I may need to reboot my computer again to try and watch the e-lecs.

5 days of exams, hmm, hopefully they would pass quickly. I really can't wait for the Kazuku 'chalet', then off i go with my family for our holiday. My mum was telling me about the cost of the trip and all, and man, is it expensive. When i get married, i am making sure my family stays in the asian region. Sad case for my kids. Hahas.

I do not know if it is because of the meds i am taking now, but damn, everyday i get home, i just slump onto my bed and go off into a deep sleep. I mean seriously, during lunch today, i slept damn soundly while waiting for the next lecture to start. And by the way, i was sleeping in the cafeteria, full of people, with droplets of rain falling in due to the wind. But man was it comfortable.

Oh, that reminds me! Oh my god. I hate myself... T_T I killed my one week old watch!!! It got scratched on the wall of a bathroom in school, while i was putting my bag on the ledge in front of the sink... Somehow, the glass smashed on the inside, and bits of glass is all over the face of the watch. And now there are scratched on the glass, and it looks bad!! T_T I am such a retard!!! My NEW watch!! ARGH!

I think my mp3 is dying too. The battery seems to die out much faster than usual. It used to last me like 3 days, now it depletes to like one bar in 2 days. Bugger..

So many projects... So little time. Especially since i would be leaving for Europe in like a week. I have to rush and meet up with my Japanese CDS group, my Psycho CDS group, my CSAS group. Argh. I hope we are able to use the internet whilst travelling, or else, i am going to be murdered by my different group members.

After School - Because of You



For some reason, this MV just screams lesbianism out to me. You can just see the jealous looks from the other girls and why the hell is UEE like the main character in the MV??? I have a very bed impression of her due to the show You're Beautiful. I know, shallow, but hey, her acting must have been good, cause i really dislike her. The guy in the MV is like totally random, out of place really. More like a stalker than anything else.

Other than the lesbianism theme, i think the tune is not bad. I rather like the chorus. I guess this song is the type, where the more you listen to it, the more you would like it. Gahee's body is freaking hot. Bekah's rapping has gotten better~ Hahas. Somehow i really like the dance in the chorus. =D

Hmm, the guy in the MV reminds me a lot of the main actor from Antique Bakery!! Hahas, a very cute show! =D It's about this homophobe, who rejected the love of a fellow male (the one who looks like the guy in this MV) back in their high school days. But fate has her way in the end, the main actor ends up hiring the man he rejected all those years ago, and he ends up falling for him! Hahas, a really cute show, seriously~!

2PM - Heartbeat



Now, this is one song i loved right from the start. Damn, even without Jay, they sound superb! This is their performance on Music Bank today. =D I absolutely loved the ending!!! OMG. Where Nickhun ripped out Taecyeon's heart! AWESOME! Totally hot, i totally melted at the scene~ Hahas, Khun's revenge towards Taec~! =DD

Another reason why i love this song, might be partly because of Junsu~ Hehe, he is freaking hot here!! x] He's the only one with his sleeves folded up, the one who sings the first few lines in the chorus~

Ah, how i wish Super Junior was still promoting their album!!! =( It would have been so much hotter if it were Teukie ripping out Kangin's heart (for being such an asshole and making him worried all the time)!!! Kyaa~

Stupid internet connection... It ain't allowing me to download anything!!! And that means i cannot download the 2PM performance!! Bugger... This is so sucky...

Slept for like a few hours just now in the evening, now i am mighty awake... Might have some troubles falling asleep later. Hmm, i better use this time to study and watch the e-lecs, exams are coming in fast! Argh..

I guess i should be ending my post here. Gonna reboot my lappy and see if the lag stops. =D See ya soon!!

Before i leave though, a rather cute picture. This is of Nickhun, who went from proud to confused whilst showing the fans his korean book. Being thai, he did not know thai at all, so he had to learn the language from scratch, and this was the book he used to practice. But Taecyeon just had to doodle all over it (the reason why Khun got his revenge in the performance earlier!). Hahas.

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